Jokers II

i laugh at your pity.. i laugh at your pain.. your sniveling submission.. your pathetic pessimism.. i laugh at the vile attention whore that you are.. the perverted prima donna, disgusting drama queen.. i laugh at the way you've let us walk over you.. submissive servant so ready to please.. so happy to appease.. i laugh at your apathy.. your cowardice.. your little perch on the fence.. i laugh at your indecision.. i laugh at your piteous past and your many mistakes..

and i cry to be you..

we built a castle, you and i.. of sand, of dreams, of innocence.. we sailed the seven seas on a pirate ship.. looting, smuggling and burying treasures.. that were never found.. we flew to space and back.. in our rocket ship, of tin, of wood and a bit of imagination.. more yours than mine.. it was always yours.. always your co-pilot, first mate and second-in-command.. i missed you when you left.. but you always came back.. and when you never came back, i've unintentionally learned to forget.. and i am sorry..

happy birthday..

it's been a weird year, this one..

ay.. that it is.. and it's not even over yet..

i apologize, dearest, for the sarcasm, which you once found so funny, but is now so hurtful..

Electric

Pentagram - Electric



song's been in my head for weeks now.. great bassline.. Indian techno rock.. so much for my stereotypes about Indian music ^_^

electric.. electric.. electric..

Reason

Because life's fucked up.. thats why..

V

keep smiling, keep smiling, keep smiling, and the world smiles with you.. yes it does..

thank you.. you know i wouldn't miss it for the world..

keeping it short.. i'm on a schedule here..

^_^